| Sunday, April 29, 2007 |
| 29.4.2007 |
i knew a senior with whom i always worked with and frequently travelled with to PRC. he, who is so strong in technical knowledge and human relationship building, is going to be promoted to a management level in the very near future. but what's his promotion relates to me? it is that one of his job "might" or "could be" fall into me as in charge.
however, his fabulous reputation built in the managers, partners and clients made me feel so stressful and inferior. i couldnt help lossing confidence and being weary of taking up this job. i feel my technical so suck and even not capable of and suitable for doing audit.
sigh.......
may be it's the time to consider my resignation again....
i dont wanna be called a shitty senior.
i cannot take this pressure. |
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| Thursday, April 26, 2007 |
| 26.4.2007 |
almost come to the end of second week.....kind of stressful here......
the wokest things are
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i have 3 juniors here, and teaching each of which to do each sections is a veryveryvery tiring and firing process.....the length of the process may be shortened or lengthened subject to the stupidness and smartness of them.....for this week.....1 of them pissed me off
he sucessfully pissed me off by screwing the working papers.....damn.....
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the second thing is the mic.....she ....(oops....am i going to talk about her here.....)....sucks
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i've nearly got no time to finish my own sections.....everytime when i got to concentrate in my works...there should be some problems and phone calls or email from xxx or xxx or xxx who asked me to this or that......
everybody....let's rock it. |
| posted by tingfung @ 9:04 PM |
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| Sunday, April 22, 2007 |
| 22.4.2007 |
oh man.....got a bit relaxing this week finally.....
wae started...thanks winnie's kindly help. without her help, i couldnt do it....
more challenges are coming this week........
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dont fool me again. |
| posted by tingfung @ 9:06 PM |
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| Friday, April 20, 2007 |
| 廢話少說 |
天氣依然的好，心情卻糟透了。
這是最好的年代，這是最差的年代。 |
| posted by tingfung @ 11:24 PM |
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| Thursday, April 19, 2007 |
| 19.4.2007 |
Mr. Envy:
「要犧牲一段關係去維持另一段關係，這個思想很可怕。尤其當你覺得是值得的時候，因為犧牲可以為你帶來利益。更可怕的是，你以為可以平衡兩段關係，因為當你嘗試去平衡的時候，被拉下來的一方，感受可想而知。
人總是自私的，不要說什麼『為你、為我』，從來都只是為自己。」
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| posted by tingfung @ 9:34 PM |
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| Monday, April 16, 2007 |
| 16.4.2007 |
沒有aic的日子，真的很難過。
要handle的事情多得怕人，經理、client、同事、working，噢......我真的會爆啊。
雖然如此... |
| posted by tingfung @ 9:41 PM |
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| Sunday, April 15, 2007 |
| 15.4.2007 |
一個星期又過了，病情好多，雖然還有點咳、傷風。
明天，新的挑戰將到，生怕自己未能好好的處理，生怕未能面面俱圓，生怕看不過的事層出不窮。說到底，也不是單靠自己可以解決所有事情，所以更加要擺上禱告，交給祂。
三年時間將到，問題總要去想，去解決。到了第三年的grade meeting，大家都有所經歷、有淚水，經驗給提升了，身體明顯的差了，熱情磨滅了。身邊人來人往，忽然慶幸星期四還看到你們的臉。今年沒有一個好好的agenda，只期望大家都暢所欲言。
三天半的時間，兄弟們，好好的想想吧。 |
| posted by tingfung @ 8:18 PM |
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| Thursday, April 12, 2007 |
| 12.4.2007 |
| 今個星期好wok啊，又要搞呢樣搞個樣，就黎爆喇，不過真的很感謝上帝帶領，又有好同事拔刀相助。 |
| posted by tingfung @ 9:31 PM |
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| Wednesday, April 11, 2007 |
| 11.4.2007 |
遇到難題......要自己解決，不過好在經理忘記了我。不然又把我追瘦喇。
好想回家啊~~ |
| posted by tingfung @ 2:10 PM |
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| Friday, April 06, 2007 |
| that's business |
finally got to the last chapter of 'the accidental investment banker' written by Jonathan A.Knee. it is really an inspiring book which gave me alot incites on the so-called "professional services" the professions have been providing.
in the last 2 pages of the book, he said
"the favourite defense of executives in the recent corporate scandals from Enron to WorldCom - whose biggest victims were most often small investors and employees - is that they relied on their advisers: the accountants, the lawyers, the bankers. all of whom were paid to say only what they were told to say. and none of whom had a broad enough sense of their role and responsibility to say something different."
sometimes, i talked to mini-me and wondered if we, professional auditors, were trained to give a true and fair opinion or helping those stipud clients to fool the small investors. i doubt why so many dumpy business could get listed in these recent years, with all those shitty creative financial data printed in the handsomely designed prospectus. no body ever considers they were using money to exchange a piece of shit.
why?....mini-me....can u tell me why?
mini-me: "that's business" |
| posted by tingfung @ 9:26 PM |
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| Monday, April 02, 2007 |
| mr envy |
子非鱼，焉知鱼的喜怒哀乐.
聽著demian rice的新碟，頭輕輕的隨拍子搖晃，眼皮半開合的，依舊是peak season的內雙眼皮。腦子痛得要命，感冒菌重重的擊中我，沒有呷著咖啡，只有藥水。
call me Mr. Envy
長嗟短嘆是我的強項。 |
| posted by tingfung @ 9:38 PM |
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| Sunday, April 01, 2007 |
| 1.4.2007 |
經常考慮工作的意義，一份有意義的工作似乎離開我愈來愈遠，姊妹C任職懲教處，高薪厚職，不愁家庭衣食，讀取一個又一個的學位，然後望著CP的願望出發。
我在想，她前途多有意義。
而我，好像每天不停的欺騙內心，忘記自己的dream job，向平凡低頭。
這星期，獲益良多，
「人心籌算自己的道路. 惟耶和華指引他的腳步。」
上帝，給我智慧完全明白，時刻提醒我，以致我可以輕省一點。 |
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