| Tuesday, December 27, 2005 |
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| why...why u giving me no words these days.... |
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| Monday, December 26, 2005 |
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| 今年聖誕好像過得特別頹~~ |
| posted by tingfung @ 9:32 PM |
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| Wednesday, December 21, 2005 |
| 原來 |
原來括冬風的時候，我的手不怎麼暖，你還是會給我拖吧
原來我的肩膀不怎麼寬，你還是會依偎著睡吧
原來我的身體不怎麼好，病的時候，你還是會照顧我吧 |
| posted by tingfung @ 8:43 PM |
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| Monday, December 19, 2005 |
| 19.12.2005 |
叔公去了，有一點落寞。
可恨尋晚自己身體不適，沒有去探望。
當你滿心以為自己安排好日子，事總違願。
可恨只跟他作了一個禱告。
當你滿心以為時間充裕，事總違願。 |
| posted by tingfung @ 2:59 PM |
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| Saturday, December 17, 2005 |
| what a beautiful day |
drugs do make people feel exhausted...
sitting and working for the whole beautiful day (except for the coldness)...
doing something does not earn any ot...
what a beautiful day |
| posted by tingfung @ 3:48 PM |
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| Friday, December 16, 2005 |
| 16.12.2005 |
oh....folks...i m back...surely u must know i have been to PRC these days when u see nothing was updated in this blog...anyway..i know i know, u may only check this blog out once a week, a month, or...annually..haha....i dont really care
oh damn it, i got sick again...for this year since i took this job, i almost went to the doctor once a month "regularly" and told my doctor "i feel sick again and kind of dizzy" and he would say "dizzy again?!"...i do realise that how much less i did exercise, running, basketball in this year, and that's why the goddamn sickness always caught up with me....
sigh......wel... some illness u feel free to tell while some u won't ~
by the way, i got too much to work on and too less time to do...cya |
| posted by tingfung @ 9:44 PM |
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| Monday, December 12, 2005 |
| 我跟你你你的分別 |
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我，來自基層家庭
我不認識你你你的名牌手袋
我看不懂你你你的英文名字
我不曾去過你你你說的名店
我從不試過你你你說的菜色
我亦未嘗過你你你常沾的美酒
我對日本旅遊沒有興趣
我討厭意氣風發的你
你你你的名牌手袋我不屑一看
你你你的英文名字我從不放在嘴邊
你你你常逛的名店不過是滿口油脂、滿袋臭錢如你的聚腳點
你你你常誇口的菜餚只是一般貨色
你你你常沾的美酒也不及一罐可樂來得痛快
你你你愛的日本是全中國的敵人
你，不過如此。 |
| posted by tingfung @ 11:09 PM |
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| Sunday, December 11, 2005 |
| 叔公 |
病癒，躲懶於家中十一時才起床，缺席了今早的崇拜。吃早餐的時候，媽媽叫我一起去QE探望叔公，這可能最後一面。其實一週前已聽聞叔公因病入院，惜工作纏身，沒有放在心上。
「最後一面」激動了我。沿途嘗試回味一點與叔公的過去，沒有，一點也沒有，是我善忘吧，是，應該是。十年不見算不得什麼，對於老人家的恩惠，是應該銘記。
我默默的想，可以為他做的就只有祈禱，我下定決心，要跟他禱告。
離醫院不遠，我向爸媽提出這個建議，起初媽媽怕嚇住了老人家，她說：「人家拜神的，怕不怕?」我嘆了口氣，見爸爸默不作聲，便說：「現在，他拜的神也幫不了什麼，怎不來一個祈禱，平平安安呢?」
因為QE的指示不太清楚，幾經波折才找到R座。到達時，舅父一家已經到了。叔公當然不認得我，只說小時候經常見面，現在已經大了。連稱「有心、有心」，我都沒有怎麼回應，一來實在很難過，他瘦弱的身軀，夾雜疲累與疾病的煎熬，他下身已經(沒有原因的突然)沒有知覺，左手長期的插著針，只可以無力的動右手，不時的用手抹去眼淚，紅紅的雙眼沒神氣的不時看著帶了口罩的我，深怕一秒過後機會便從指縫間流走。
突然，爸爸用客家語對叔公說，我想為他祈禱，那一刻真的嚇我一跳，同一時間，在床沿間的媽媽讓出一個位置，暗示我走過去。好，感謝上帝，我握住叔公皮包骨的手，跟他說一起祈禱，耶穌會帶給他平安，然後我開聲為他祈禱，求上帝照顧叔公。
看到他老淚縱橫，我更加無言以對，只好握住他的手。豈料，旁邊正照顧著老父的女人突然跟我們說她不時會播詩歌給她父親聽，也邀請叔公共嘗，我連聲說好，心裡不停的感謝上帝。
今天，實在過得太奇妙。 |
| posted by tingfung @ 8:45 PM |
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| Saturday, December 10, 2005 |
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..如果性感能從骨子裡散發，張小姐排第二
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| posted by tingfung @ 11:59 PM |
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| Friday, December 09, 2005 |
| 累 |
病左喇...病左喇...終於都病左喇...
呀媽話係捱病喎...
尋晚訓訓下，無端端全身發滾，但係又覺得好凍，發曬冷，叫醒呀媽?藥食，加曬被都係咁發冷，差d要入醫院。
朝早起身都唔多妥，但係都要返工，因為d野太趕，醫生又未返工。返到黎同事話如果我真係要入醫院，隻job就一炮成名。
哈哈~~
眼皮好重呢~~ |
| posted by tingfung @ 10:17 AM |
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| Monday, December 05, 2005 |
| 很涷呢~~ |
你怎麼總是這樣的來得突如其來，一年過去，你還是要來偷走我的最愛。
早上起來，渾身不對勁，動作慢了，思考有點兒呆滯。身心都不願移動，深怕動作大了，肌膚如初愈的傷口般破開。腦子更不用說， 光 上的文字如流星，閃過了，誰也沒去理會。
下午，請了半天病假，偷偷的躲到床上，倒頭大睡。飯前，無奈的按著電視按鈕呆著。飯後，只想躲到被窩中看書，啥也不想、不理。
不可以多留一刻嗎? |
| posted by tingfung @ 11:20 PM |
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| Sunday, December 04, 2005 |
| go to the street! |
i've been 2 wedding this weekend, and got 1 more coming ahead on 17 dec. i hv no idea why so many people around me getting married in the same month. anyways...i've gone to a church's brother wedding ceremony today. honestly i dont quite like this kind of ceremony and especially the dinner following at night....it's just..so boring. i m sort of scared of preparing something like these in few years later. eum....really shit~
but anyways, it's a happy day to most of the people. at least 99% (not including me). cos i saw so many people made up themselves, dressed up themselves, sounds like they were the one getting married. oh come on, isnt it like xxxxxxxx
haha~
for the boring day, i picked up a boring book on my shelve (in fact, it's interesting, but cos i couldnt finish it at all, and so it's classified as "boring" now). and it's called "east and west" written by chris patten, one of the most important politician at the end of 20th century. and he is one of my most admired politician.
i fliped to the last chapter, called back to the future. out of a paragraph, he claimed
"the greatest excitement of politics was to have a view of how the world works, or should work, and to convince other people that it was the right one. the politicians who really mattered were those who did this. this was the sort of political leadership that really left an imprint on history."
i was deeply impressed by these words. are they the conclusion or summary of what he learned in his decades-political experience?
10 years earlier, hong kong people was called "political chilly". and today, what gives "us" such a passion to demand political power, control, sayings.
it's really interesting when i watched the tv programs showing the changes of hong knog in these years. and i thought of those so-called democratic camp people. do they really know what they are doing? do they know how the woorld should work? are they the one who really matter and leave any imprint on history?
haha...damnit |
| posted by tingfung @ 10:27 PM |
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| Friday, December 02, 2005 |
| 自我檢視篇 |
原來，我是一個說話會重覆的人。哈哈......
當聽不懂自己的話，又或者懷疑對方聽不懂，這毛病就來了。真的很趣緻呢~~ |
| posted by tingfung @ 4:51 PM |
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| Thursday, December 01, 2005 |
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已經第四個星期係大陸喇，好累喇~~~
聽日雖然可以返香港，但係星期六又要上，呀~~~~~ |
| posted by tingfung @ 11:07 PM |
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