| Saturday, December 18, 2004 |
| i am going to kill myself |
i know...i cant be a saint..though...i m just holding on something between what i want and i dont....
i am fighting a battle of moral....fighting against myself...
so ...what can i do...who i can rely on....
i am getting more and more confused to the moral standard that i have been taught...and what's on my mind.....i feel uncomfortable with myself....
my heart sometimes ....just sometimes...speaks to me ....telling all the wrongdoings i have been involving in...i feel guity....but...it doesnt mean i am returning...confusing....
why...why didnt my heart stop me before i did something wrong....see...i am still getting away from the responsibility....what's wrong with me...
my mind mixed with shit....evil thought.....questions....and....nothing else...
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posted by tingfung @ 5:53 PM  |
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