愛做愛的事

don't lose faith

2011-12-13T15:02:00.001+08:00

A good old friend of mine recently came to me and asked about the firm I am working in and forensic accounting.

He, who used to excel and shine in classes, is one of the most talented persons I have known. He has always impressed me by his smart character, confidence and gentle heart.

Due to various reasons, I can no longer see his shining face. I am given to understand it is to a large extent because of what he has gone through recently in his career and I am reminded I was the same frustrated person two years ago as he is.

When life comes to a stage to remind us to think and re-think, I am grateful that certain unforgettable experience are sealed at the bottom of my mind, and moving forward, we shall never lose faith.

still .... blood of fighters.

2011-09-17T20:06:00.007+08:00

just received a post card from HKU alumni services for Century Celebrations.

in the front page top left corner, it says "Knowledge Heritage Service". on the back, it says

"HKU alumni have fought to eradicate poverty, promote equality, ensure sustainability...
Rest assured, HKU students are building a better world in their own unique ways."

I am still proud of being a HKU alumni and fond of the history of battles those great people before and after me have fought in this 100 years.

however, this also reminds me one thing. Mr Vice Chancellor Tsui Lap Chi, you are a great scholar and may be a great fundraiser too (without disrespect)... BUT you are not one of them. You have broken my heart... please... please go... we don't need you any more.

bowling night

2011-09-17T17:16:00.004+08:00

our firm had a bowling night with Withers and Dex Voeux Chambers last night at hong kong football club. it was such a fun and happy night with drinks, buffet, chats, with all those young guys and girls, ...

I had a chance t o chat with a new director of our china office who used to with my boss (John) a couple of years ago. I can tell he admires John so much and is amazed of his prestige, charms, and respect in the profession.
good and bad honestly....it stops me from some wild thoughts.... .it once again reminds me how grateful I should be working in this firm (thankfully)......I like John and I like to work with/for him...but...er...em...maybe ...just stop to be wild..

To a good friend who dedicates his career to shoot.

2011-09-06T12:15:00.015+08:00

I could not recall when you have fallen in love with lens.
I can just bring up some bit and pieces of memory you hanging with various types of camera, taking photography courses, sharing dreams of capturing moments of magnificence as well as difficulties for making dreams alive.
I cannot deny the doubts cast on your “dreams” in the beginning, which I now regret for.
I admire your bravery and sustainable passion, which I don't have.

As a layman of lens, I can tell from your projects that your shots are more like the artwork merging the beauty of the Creator’s work and the inner beauty of the couples. It’s NOT a mixture of two. Indeed, I like the word “fusion” which many people don’t (「融合」 according to dictionary, it is interesting to note it’s the same in English, French, Spanish and Latin).

One would remember in Genesis chapter 1 that in the 7 days of His creation, it says “God saw that it was good (「神看著是好的」) [in verses 10, 18, 25 & 31]”. In His eyes, every creature is good and you capture the beauty in your photos.

For each and every pair, I can see different themes that each album carries. The themes are not limited by any time, places, weather or even color. If one likes dark color, your photos carry the elegance and silence of the pause therein. If they are fans of nature, your photos bring out the blue of the sky and the smell of grasses. Your lens shoots through the couple’s bonding, commitment and favorite mood.

To me, themes can be flexible and changing. It’s more than just 「自然美」because 「自然美」can be just a theme for one single album.

But your style is surely more than that.

The importance is your capability to integrate the Creator’s beauty and the creature’s beauty, which turns into different themes in different album. A fusion of the 2 kinds of beauty can make the love therein EVERLASTING.

This is what a layman of lens can tell and my tribute to a master like you.
Praise the One who gifts you this.

passie....

2011-08-30T11:07:00.000+08:00

The final result of hkicpa insolvency diploma was released. I got pass.
To be frank, I had been worrying for that final result for the past 2 months. It was a 9-month course with intensive lectures, workshops, tutorials, assignments, exams…
Although I passed the first two exams, I didn’t have much confidence for the final exam as I did have for the last two. It could be because of luck for this final one. But I don’t have to be the top student, do i?....and doesn’t matter now... I have already thrown away all the notes!!!

So…what’s next….is it a time for another challenge?

曾經滄海難為水

2011-08-28T21:24:00.001+08:00

「...認知的落差構成政策和政治語言的落差。今天中共一些人忘了十幾年前全國政協主席李瑞環的茶缸論，茶漬洗刷了反而不美。蘇聯總統戈爾巴喬夫八十年代末曾經說過一番很有意思的話﹕他很羡慕中共，因為還有海外華人華僑這些關係，讓中共能夠很快明白什麼是資本主義；蘇聯因為十月革命都七十年了，全國懂得資本主義的不是死光便是清洗光，要振興經濟與世界接軌不知從何說起。中共有些人對戈爾巴喬夫恨之入骨，說他是蘇東波的罪魁禍首，戈爾巴喬夫其實沒有大奸大惡，他只是說出實話，解放蘇聯人民；中共某些人的尺是保住政權，戈爾巴喬夫的尺是人民福祉，分別即在於此。.....」

明報
文安裕

編輯曾祥泰

my job 4 - 少說話、多做事

2011-08-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

I realized that I am being too conscious in making friends in the office (not surprisingly, isn’t it?). I think the psychologists or sociologists can easily describe this symptom by an academic terminology. Indeed, I think most of the colleagues here are good people and for most of the time, we have made a good team in working.

In fact, there are only approx 3 big-mouth people (as far as I am concerned…) as long as I can keep myself away from them, I am safe. And, the beauty is I can be quite independent.
Sometimes and somewhere, the peer pressure will force one to participate the social activities or the gossip in the office. But no such pressure here, and I am quite free here.
In case I need to seek help from anyone, they kindly offer assistance. If I need some room to concentrate on my work, I can just shut up and work….no disturbance caused to me at all (except from lawyers and clients)…
So, apart from all these, I enjoy the working environment quite a lot here.

In terms of work, it’s not a bad thing to work for or with gui-lo. They are always open for negotiation. as long as you have a point and able to convince them, they buy it.
Besides, I really appreciate the trust between colleagues. That really counts to me who had experienced some trust and confidence disaster from last job. It’s really sweet.
Needless to say, the fridge is always filled with beer and wine……

It’s 5:30pm now. Let’s dance.

my job 3 - 埋堆

2011-08-22T11:09:00.001+08:00

The firm I am working in is indeed a small size, approximately 35-40 people, with 3 offices (hong kong, macao and shenzhen).

I am a quiet person in the office. I work and seldom talk. My seat faces the wall. I seldom participate the chats or gossip in the office.

My observation in the first few months here told me that this small working environment and close relationship didn’t necessarily mean good.

There are mainly 2 groups of people.
Group A is like a gang. I can tell they are quite closed themselves. They always have various topics of gossip, hanging out together, talking loud in the office…
(as you all may be aware, this kind of gang is usually the most eye-catching group and pretends to act for the big crowd and organize social activities…I truly believe all of you learnt this phenomenon when you were in high schools, colleges, universities, other any places ……)

Group B….in fact they are barely a “group” by nature. They are just the remaining other individuals. They are quiet, mouth-shut and head-down working type, back to office on time, and disappear from the crowd without notice.

I started to keep a distance from my colleagues, in particular, when I note some big-mouth people love to gossip others’ privacy and making fun of others’ personality and personal life.

I seldom join their social activities (e.g. dinner, karaoke, clubbing, happy hour, lunch, dinner, weekend hang-out, etc.). I try hard to alienate myself to a “comfortable” extent, and self-isolate from those gossipers. Apparently the sacrifice is cutting the connection from the gang and losing the chances of hearing from the latest office gossips and the chances to making fun of other people. But I don’t care.

Out of all those, networking account is my bottom line defense. So I can’t allow myself to share my networking account with my colleagues.

In fact, I have to say I like this job, sincerely. But I don’t want my words and personal life to be noticed by anyone of them or becoming one of the topics in the office. I am not interested in adding them in reverse. So leave me alone. I am simply untouchable.

what are you waiting for.

2011-08-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

I have been learning to wait recently. It’s hard to an impatient person like me, apparently. But catching a good timing is another issue. it’s an art to grab the best opportunity. It usually comes with a battle between patience and analysis of the price of potentially losing it. despite the fact that utility preference and money can be factors for consideration, one’s self-discipline counts a significant part of a decision. by the way, it’s interesting to review the records of regretting one and appreciating the other, isn’t it? Having advices from an important person, during these moments, does weigh a lot. That’s why i am always grateful that i have “the one” to speak for and against me.

a story - my job 1

2011-08-18T11:30:00.000+08:00

My job requires me to deal with lawyers, including solicitors and barristers.
Among those solicitors I have been dealing with, most of them are female and I can tell female lawyers are really troublesome. They are pushy while they need your findings. They appear to be bossy and on top of everything but in fact they lose temper easily and they are just trying to avoid meeting any surprise which could be way beyond their capabilities. They are indecisive while they can’t get see the picture behind the numbers and tables. They freak out while deadlines come and they are not alert to them. They don’t have makeup because they are so lazy in doing so. They don’t wear fancy or sexy dress. They are matrimonial lawyers and their specialty is divorce. And, because of the above, they are single (er….i mean most of them…).
Barristers…usually we call them counsels. we respect them. we follow their strategies in the litigations. we support their play in the court. in short, they are the real bosses and we do whatever their say because they see the way and lead. They dress elegant and appear confident, as if they are able stop the wind. They charge ridiculous but who cares…people need them.

Are we friends of lawyers? Wel…sometimes…when we are on the same boat…but one thing for certain…they are so good in keeping us from lunch, dinner, home, rest, etc…

a story

2011-08-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

My job is to write. Whilst writing, I have to make sure what I write is factual and won’t cause any liabilities that would discredit the whole thing.
My job requires me to think. Thinking is not a hard thing, naturally. Everybody thinks. But not everybody thinks logically (sometimes neither do i…)
My job expects investigation and findings. I am required to assemble the bits and pieces to build a story. Of course I am referring to financially-related investigation, not science or medical fields.
A story, that has to be based on fact and findings, and is logically written and presented to the readers. It’s forensics.

3-km

2011-08-17T10:51:00.000+08:00

3 km is not long but it’s enough to get myself sweat completely and some of my calories burnt after whole day sitting.
Luckily, I got off abit earlier these few days and thus the 3-km could be done before the sunset.
Another reason for doing the 3-km earlier is that I can save some of my concentration on the floor to avoid stepping on some dog shits and spare my energy in thinking. I’d like to think during that short period of time of 3-km. Usually I get myself wrapped up a bit for the day to see if anything I have missed and plan myself ahead for tomorrow. And since I am an impatient person, if I can’t find something to fill my emptiness during the 3-km, I can’t sustain the boredom and will quickly give up and head home straight. So in order to complete the 3-km every night, I need to think.
In last few weeks, I start the 3-km around 10pm and I found plenty of people getting their dogs along my routes. During their bull-shit time, the dogs pee and poo as they like (normal, right?...because they are dogs…). Due to the dim lights on the street, sometimes I had to jump up while noting some shit or shit-like stuff just 1 step in front of me…okay…okay….to be fair, most of the people cleaned the mess… but I just don’t want any accident happen…

return

2011-08-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

wow....it's been more than year from the last time I wrote this blog....still remember when I was tortured by some stupid monsters at klc.
well....it's all good now...anyways....
so....what about now?
apart from the would-never-fully-recovered face skin, the life is so far so good... in fact never been that good.
whilst running these evenings recently, I ve got a room to think and think and think.... I am grateful to my current life and thanks God for such mercy.

haha...so I have been thinking writing something again to diarize what happens, happened, and should have happened (if necessary).
that would be cool, isn't it.

哀哉 dh

2010-03-18T16:03:00.001+08:00

「朋友」說虛偽一點好，一個笑笑口的面具，何必事事衝撞。
「朋友」大概說得對，一副笑臉，一年下來最少100日病假，卻步步高升，深得老闆信任。
哀哉 mr green，哀哉 dh。

Dirty Hands 17.3.2010

2010-03-17T11:53:00.001+08:00

Mr Green 這幾天心情其佳，感覺上是因為 department head 告辭而令其暫時收火，以免停不了的白信封飛進intray。
老實說，這幾天 dh 心情亦放得自在，除了豆豆康復速度甚慢外，每天也過得不錯，工作效率反而微微向上調，下班時間亦好控制。
下班後回娘家/外出吃飯，然後回家上上網，看看書，好不充實、美滿。

2010年三月，dh 已經開始籌算未來自己的三年計畫，要聽聽祢的聲音。

11.3.2010

2010-03-11T09:22:00.000+08:00

穆公問於子思曰：「何如而可謂忠臣？子思曰：『恒稱其君之惡者，可謂忠臣矣』」

就是愛這個地方，更要批評它。

2010.01.01

2010-01-01T13:34:00.000+08:00

20091227

2009-12-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

耶穌的恩典是夠我用。
2009年真是福杯溢的一年，高低起伏，歡笑眼淚都叫我感恩，更依靠禱告。

18.10.09

2009-10-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

看到一些機會。
還不是時候。

記不起的十月十七

2009-10-17T08:51:00.004+08:00

感謝天父，新的一天多籃。

是晚，簾沒有拉上，喜歡日光天然的喚醒。
眼睛張開，只望見籃，秋意正濃得令人心裡叫爽。

8時41分，心情大好。
枕邊依樣呼呼大睡，夜車想必開得很晚。

要麼慣例的躲在家中，或是郊遊一番，試一口外邊的籃。

星期一

2009-10-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

恭喜hansen、美心誕下麟兒，祝肥肥白白、主恩滿溢。

恭喜我今日無俾人鬧。

恭喜你可以跑畢兩個圈。

雙十翌日

2009-10-11T18:01:00.002+08:00

你午睡的時候，我邊聽著大氣電波，邊點算家中的牆。

數不清，有點不爽。

給禮服幪面俠吵醒。

雙十

2009-10-10T09:33:00.002+08:00

週六的早上，七點半起床，上網，掃地，抹地，整早餐。

雙十與我何干?

如常的週六。

midautumn night 2/10/09

2009-10-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

3.10.2009

2009-10-03T09:07:00.001+08:00

終於走過零紅假的7、8、9月，又來到年底，是歡樂的好日子。

2009 tokyo

2009-07-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

24.6.2009

2009-06-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

今日衰左一野....我諗都幾難返身....

19.4.2009

2009-04-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

有時候，想放棄。

你明白嘛?

depression...

2009-03-25T22:09:00.001+08:00

多謝你在我崩潰下來的一刻跟我抱頭痛哭，抱著你，我好多了...

2009-03-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

只求平安

2009-01-23T10:59:00.003+08:00

原來擔心都很累人，病榻上的老爸精神散落。正在迴響的是，大型病房的累積呻吟，令人聽見都沒精打采。
老毛病，始終都要發出來嗎?老媽擔心的是日積月累沒有求醫的大病。
可目前，還要等待一連串的檢查，等待又是另一叫人慮的事。
看老父失落的神情，是怕年前沒能回家吧。
行前拿著手跟他禱告，求天父醫治。心裡想，除此，對不起，你的兒子很無能…只求平安。

有無搞錯...

2009-01-19T22:42:00.001+08:00

竟然有人以為我俾人炒......未免太小看本少爺~~

17.12.2008

2008-12-17T11:26:00.001+08:00

要說一個動人的故事，不簡單。
要編造一個故事說服人，也不容易。
要編造一個動人的故事說服自己，…

有好消息，有壞消息。
我們總為好消息找狂。

14.12.2008

2008-12-15T18:04:00.001+08:00

昨日同弟兄姊妹行山，一行十多人走在城門水塘的路上，說說笑笑，好不快樂。彼此真誠的分享是我們永遠的強項，在信心上互相勉勵更是我們的加油時間，上帝強而有力的擁抱有時來得疼痛，卻淚中有笑，這更是相交、相知上可貴的甜蜜。「奇呢」、「性格」都不能盡描新命組，我們互動中的成長將是無限可能。

11.12.2008

2008-12-11T14:12:00.001+08:00

尋找一個機會。
總是難求。
已經四日喇。

8.12.2008

2008-12-08T17:24:00.000+08:00

小不忍則亂大謀。
不過，究竟我要忍呢條友到幾時!?.......同佢鬥假都係一件非常痛苦o既事。

7.12.2008

2008-12-07T21:39:00.001+08:00

冬天啊......冷得我呢~~~

4.12.2008

2008-12-04T17:36:00.003+08:00

我，善於擔憂。
年紀愈長，擔憂只有如日俱增，層層疊的往上壓，透不過氣的時候就想要逃跑。
最佳的方案，似是(給)忘記(了)。
你呢?

一個新的冬季

2008-12-02T21:32:00.001+08:00

荒誕的三個多月，了結人生大事，走入另一個世界。

11.8.08

2008-08-11T23:06:00.003+08:00

將男子跳水拋出腦子，只有youtube在播放著missdessy 童圓喻的表現。

missdessy

2008-08-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

最近喜歡上了MissDessy http://team-ear.com/20080611/event_news.htm ，是從陳綺貞的網頁上認識的，相信喜歡清新結他女孩的都愛，結他+背心是夏日最好看頭的冰淇淋。請試試進網頁聽聽她的聲音。
可惜是在hmv逛不出她的cd。

waseda

2008-07-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

感覺很懷念，你有你的waseda，我們有我們的辦公室，羨慕你的生活、理想，妒嫉你的優秀、才華。
要加油啊!「我們」!

26.6.2008

2008-06-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

好氣憤!
一直都知我老細奸奸地，成日笑騎騎，d人以為佢無咩人，其實佢怕死，仲鐘意做小動作...今日就真係覺得佢好狗喇...唉...真好好唔開心...最唔識應付呢種人/情況...
我覺得佢真係無必要咁做...

17.6.2008

2008-06-18T23:17:00.002+08:00

竟然o係公司見到熟識面孔，...哈~~立即相約翠華~

16.6.2008

2008-06-16T23:16:00.002+08:00

今日同我老細去左翠華食lunch，傾下d無聊野o既時候，佢突然問我想做d咩。我諗左一陣就老實答佢(即係同而家好唔同o既野)，佢同我再吹左一陣呢個工作方向。
好多人都話我白痴，硬係講話想係度發展啦...但係我又真係講唔出，佢話覺得我好迷茫。其實我真係都幾迷茫，雖然我絕對相信自己可以勝任現時的工作，但總係投入唔來...

真係好迷~~

12.6.2008

2008-06-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

musiclubians的聚會是近來最快樂的時間，給我在重重的工作呼一口清新空氣。
周生的「我很尊重婚姻」給深刻的記住了。

11.6.2008

2008-06-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

睡眠質素突然變差，彷彿通了頂。

8.6.2008

2008-06-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

突如其來的瘋狂，斥資搜購了nike袋 x 2。

12 使者

2008-06-08T17:24:00.000+08:00

一眾的bonaqua都站起來，有點兒像外星人襲地球。

training

2008-06-01T17:26:00.002+08:00

two weeks training in cyberport lemerida hotel....it's really tiring....get up at 7am every day (even Saturday)...and sit and listen for 8, 9, 10 hours...cant really count the time....while there is no clock tick tick tick in the classroom....
the food there sucks....if you want buffet.....forget there...though the seaview is fantastic...

wel....still have 1 week to go....1 test per 2 days...and there is a several-hour assessment on the last day (....which is a Saturday.....SHIT!)

心理...關口...

2008-05-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

溫馨提示

2008-05-12T22:39:00.001+08:00

thanks for mr. z reminder...k...i will reduce the % immediately
要一個人、靜靜的，也可以啊...

6.5.2008

2008-05-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

每次跟ambrose食飯以後，總有點得著，他窩心的提點實在令心頭放鬆了些。
總覺得自己的career跟他的有點相像，當然我沒他那樣能幹...

工作歸工作，要麼幹還是不幹，哈哈...

我們都是購物狂...又是死窮鬼...

2008-04-26T13:39:00.001+08:00

購物心態總是醫治鬱悶的(不)良藥。承好友z(回)去日本之行，著他幫忙將口袋裡僅餘的銀糧花光。簡單的label圖案，立體的展示在優雅的黝黑平面上，脫穎的叫人一見就愛上。懷念以往兄弟們領子上的爭艷鬥麗，現在配戴的機會少了，可，愛上了又怎能不買呢。

請教我...拯救我...

2008-04-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

心情不好，花六十元、十五分鐘腳程到asia golf club散散心。
自我心態作祟，怎看也不會是一件值得高興的事，扭盡六壬的想要解決，又摸不著門。
唉...這一代...都是灰底~~

9.4.2008

2008-04-09T21:41:00.001+08:00

近來碰到的，盡是不如意事。
整個人都變得無朝氣，到底是自己太差勁，還是天意最弄人…

年輕人與LV。

2008-04-05T23:04:00.004+08:00

孩子穿戴名牌，威威的究竟是孩子自己，抑或是父母?
問問身邊的你，你呆了呆。

這問題很難啊。

2.4.2008

2008-04-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

我發覺RM都有幾樣特徵：
1. 神經質。成日都神神化化，好似驚人暗殺佢咁，又唔講咩事，驚死人爆佢大鑊，都唔知點幫佢。
2. 「he he 唉唉」。有生意又唉，無生意有唉，都唔知佢想點。
3. 細聲講，大聲笑。陰陰濕濕咁。
4. ...

唉...佢地一般都係傻傻地，壓力大...神經衰弱。

25.3.2008

2008-03-25T22:51:00.003+08:00

havent written anything here for a long period of time....let's summaries what i can recall...
1. submitted the application for master of economics (hku)...still waiting for the result...since i have filled the form very lossenly....worried if they would have my application approved..haha...
2. booked the church....it's good...and i believe it's prepared by God himself...wish everything could be on track and well prepared.
3. gone to taiwan at the end of feb...(pic already uploaded in facebook and webshot.http://good-times.webshots.com/album/562702021PtREuo..only walked around taipei....quite like this place...civilised, ppl speaking language i understand, and...pretty girls...hahaa...u agree?
4. done the csa exam (scb internal examination)....14 books....already thrown to the corner...i left 3 hrs earlier today....because i believe 唔識坐幾耐都係唔識.....haha...
5. losing my heart to work...i really wish hiro could bring me sth and fire up me...i want a meaningful career....yes i do!

21.3.2008 taipo 受苦節默想

2008-03-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

2008-03-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

the legend chef

2008-03-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

sup!

2008-03-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

8.3.2008 feva night

2008-03-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

24.2.2008

2008-02-24T18:59:00.002+08:00

having seen the pictures of annual dinner of previous employer, frankly...i believe in 「人面全非」. isnt it because i am not "in" and young enough to accept the changes that specific night has brought to people. wooosh....i'd rather be old then, if that is the case....
but....still there are people be 「清新」enough that i couldnt forget...though we are not that familiar to each other ....or...in fact...we just talked for once a few years ago with some alcohol in mind on lips....yes...i m drunk...lalaa.alaalaa

marathon @ 17.2.2008

2008-02-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

church tour + insane cocktail night @ 16.2.2008

2008-02-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

14:00 - 17:30 church tour (mong kok + sham shui po + cheung sha wan)
17:30 - 19:00 wii with english tea
19:00 - 21:00 dinner with chinese tea plus funniest home video
21:00 - 22:00 sauna
22:00 - 23:00 so sze wong 1-hr show + insane cocktail night (vodka + green tea + syrup + jap sake)

check this http://good-times.webshots.com/album/562515473WwMHSe

2008-02-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

2008-02-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

6.2.2008

2008-02-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

we, the whole family, together played wii and counted down before the coming of CNY....ahaha...so much fun

5.2.2008

2008-02-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

新年真係好煩。......其實所有事都好煩.......剩係想自閉~~

2008-02-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

for 4 months, i am just started to enter the world of loan....interesting....really...i want to learn more and more

無聊，是快樂。

2008-02-02T11:34:00.000+08:00

經理，早晨。

2008-01-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

最近，事情多得很累人，回到家總提不起勁兒。多數都是呆滯到上床時間，醒過來又跟工作拼過。
現在的工作，天天都是突發事情，樣樣新鮮，鑊鑊金，錯過，衰過，比人鬧過。知道有些事，盡了力，問心可以無愧，但是可以不擔心嘛?
責總要有人來負，當然不希望是自己。

「過了明天，就會好。」

10.1.2008

2008-01-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

莫道你在選舉人，人亦在選擇你。

radio is play this song in this quiet night. so perfect feeling falls with the darkness and loneliness.
watching the clock down right-hand side of the monitor, i am counting down the time to sleep.

ccd

2008-01-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

聽說你跟他一起，老實說，我對他沒有好感(現在就更差了)，徹頭徹尾的壞人。
如此的差距，是怎麼的一回事?
唉......拒絕recall你的笑容。

boxing day

2007-12-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

up to the 100th page of "the last tycoon"...quite impressive to me...
apart from reading, nth really have been done these 2 days....hahaa....very moliu and hea...
it's good to have 2 days rest anywayz.....and i really want more...

24.12.2007

2007-12-25T15:57:00.000+08:00

one of the best guy (left) i have known used his brand new camera (nikon d300) took some shots last night for me.

and some of them were taken by canon 860is.

check this!

http://community.webshots.com/user/tsuitingfung001

22.12.2007

2007-12-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

唉....老細個個放假，有咩殺到都要照頂，...仲要係d大單野(因為自己唔識...)
不過咁，我希望可以做得到。

22.12.2007

2007-12-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

rehearsal~~

the last tycoon

2007-12-22T12:31:00.000+08:00

okay...started again my reading travelogue...i want to finish it before chinese new year!
add oil!

in memoir of 16.12.2007

2007-12-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

christmas time
such a beautiful season....we had a lousy night with some quiet minds...
we share, we play, and we pray, do we?

mess

2007-12-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

my workstation....haha...messy~

10.12.2007

2007-12-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

everybody sick in the office....they kept coughing, running noses....in front of me, next to me, behind me,......shit...
and aircon is suckz.....bateria fly and fly.....
kind of dizzy~~

6.12.2007

2007-12-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

okay....he is gone...everything's back to pace...
but...seeing him speaking is kind of good...such a great leader in this international financial market...can i be one of them in the future...i really hope so...
got a home visit tmr
bought a wine as gift,....it's a pretty good one...yeah..

5.12.2007

2007-12-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

peter sands is coming ....peter sands is coming ....peter sands is coming ....peter sands is coming ....peter sands is coming ....peter sands is coming ....peter sands is coming ....peter sands is coming ....

everybody is preparing for this guy's coming. cleaning up the corridor, the workplace, hide the paper boxes, get away the files, remove all the snacks on the carbinets....etc...
who is peter sands by the way....he is the group ceo of standard chartered...
because he is coming early morning tmr, we have to be back office and get ready and gather like kintergarden students before 8:30am....oh my god....i wonder y such big names can get up some early in the morning with being affected by the jetlag....they are so tough....and may be that's y they are top management and i am small potato...haha

anywayz...i feel kind of respect becos of his arrival at least of the management in dtt cares staff and i dont think any one of them has gone to the audit area to talk have any chat with staff...haha...it's staff caring...haha......and maybe i am naive.

3.12.2007

2007-12-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

要一點糜爛的生活，放工後什麼也用不做、不用想。
頹廢!

back from reality

2007-12-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

wow....finally ...the bloody cfa level exam is over...i was really completely occupied by this helly exam in the previous days, weeks...
okok...however, in these few weeks i finished a book called "a spot of bother" which is a new book by mark hadden, (if u could recall, he is the author of "the curious incident of the dog in the night"...haha.....
it's really a lovely book, as lovely as the previous one thought i hadnt found so until reading through the mid......something odd, something social, something village, something funny...haha
i like that anywayz...
here's the review of the book from amazon.com

http://www.amazon.com/Spot-Bother-Vintage-Mark-Haddon/dp/0307278867/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1196608306&sr=8-1

紅酒+花雕+茅台

2007-11-19T23:36:00.001+08:00

頭先同個客食飯，飯前先黎幾杯紅酒，食蟹就飲花雕，隊左唔知幾多，就黎正野，五十年佳釀，五十二度茅台，價值7千幾，呀黃老闆見我「無咩酒意」，就keep住同我乾，搞到十一點幾。呀黃老闆仲醒左我幾句。

第一次知道咩叫應酬。

bad nov

2007-11-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

十一月好似特別長，總是覺得不太如意。所有事都不得要領。
說到底，都係平平安安就夠~~

用逗號也不錯啊~

2007-11-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

要培養一種柔和的性情，

一個人的進步

2007-11-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

最遺憾的事，

7.11.2007

2007-11-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

heard from an old old friend tonight...and...actually we all are expecting to hear from him...though we have found his disappearance these years...
it's really a tough thing to go through, my friend...and u know ...we are supporting u anywayz

5.11.2007

2007-11-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

工作是一場搏鬥，要麼血與淚的大幹一場，要麼閃躲於人前人後。
願經驗磨練我，我要放手大幹一場！
戰勝這磨人的角力！

30.10.2007

2007-10-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

點解條腰仲痛...擔心擔心~~

22.10.2007

2007-10-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

finally....i got 26.
what does it feel with 26?
not quite sure...started to taste the oldness
started to fear losing hair...
started to think of 27.

infact...nothing special.

19.10.2007

2007-10-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

had a very happy dinner tonight...thanks for the 2 mgrs...
we've gone through many tough periods of time and joyful moment in the past...and it's been a great memory of mine...

well....the new position in scb is quite challenging so far...everything's new to me and i have to spend much more time to learn tons of systems, jargons, procedures, and ....relations...to be honest, i do think i am still in the progress of adapting and...not that smooth...frankly...
anywayz, i have to go through this!

12.10.2007

2007-10-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

跟好朋友吃牛午飯，話題真是多得不得了，可惜時間不多。

9.10.2007

2007-10-09T19:23:00.001+08:00

should have some golf these days...

1.10.2007

2007-10-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

討厭迷茫，很想要一點方向感，求求你，引導我。